"you like the movie, you live. you miss the bus, you kill yourself."

so I found out what the glow really is. it's not wedded bliss, it's pregnancy. and finding out that my "best friend" and my husband are sending each other raunchy sexual emails, and it's all my fault because I started, no, I regenerated their sexual connection. fucking fantastic.

well, it's a glow...a completely different kind of glow, but I'm fucking glowing, alright.

so now what do I do?