did I forget to mention?

for the past 2 weeks I haven't been working. today was my first day back in the world of the gainfully employed, and I must say that it sucks. I have no will to do anything, and I really do mean anything. that started pretty much on sunday when I realized that freedom was over. luckily, it's only a temp job and after 2 weeks I can walk away and never look back. I really do need to find something that I actually enjoy doing. but, after 25 years I still haven't found anything. so, the search continues.

my brain seems to have turned to mush after nearly 8 hours of mindless tasks. how can people do this their entire lives? i'm going to have to find some good scholarships and haul my cookies back to school so I can skip classes again. but, repeating my college experience is probably the worst thing that could happen to me right now. so tomorrow I will boldly haul my ass out of bed at 6am and begin the workday yet again. wish me luck.